@myheadisempty

thank you for everyone who came to the live premiere!
i hope you'll like these songs from my "nothing is real" album series! 
the "nothing is real" series means so much to me, it was started in 2018!! they are my best work, and i hope this video helps whomever find some of these songs, they are a lot more emotionally dense than the basic ambient ones like "i was only temporary", and i hope if you like my simple songs you will give "nothing is real" a chance too!!! <3 thank you for listening regardless <3
all my links 
☣ https://linktr.ee/tidecruz
my BEST songs only (nothing is real) ⭐
☣ https://open.spotify.com/playlist/6H7FT9Um7zb7aRgFbSMLX3?si=a16f276605304b70
11 hour playlist of my songs like "i was only temporary"
☣ https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB4U1ieSUcEor3LQkOAIy?si=09b47db3fca640c6

@myheadisempty

been asked this a lot lately, so ill answer it here <3
the meaning behind my mask.
there is no mouth, only eyes and ears. 
i think people talk to much now, and never listen, or care about anyone but themselves.
eyes and ears only, as if to say, "seek first to understand, then to be understood."
✝

@s0me1newithhand7s

this kind of your artworks where i found peace and calming vibes. thank you.

@gemini-vibes6118

This makes me reflect on my past life before being neurologically destroyed. I miss my emotions. I miss feeling comfort. The taste of food. Being able to enjoy music. The love I'd feel from my husband and sons hugs. I miss being human.

@DebsWombat

Not a gamer, and almost 60 years old. Thank you for giving my heart a voice. ❤

@MGhost.

Bro I love your music never stop posting

@Baddul-g3d

Nah cuz bro got me dancing 💀

@phantomprime_yt9961

(Sorry if I misspell stuff, it’s late) There was a girl from my old school, who was a transfer student from Korea. She had no friends, no family, and I was tasked to look after her. She was shy at first, but we bonded really well. Her lack of English was really funny, so I would teach her. She was nice, and energetic when you got to know her. At school, she doesn’t say much, but at home, we act like siblings. It was last week of school before the end of year holidays, she showed up, without a bag or anything but her clothes. She said that she had packed it away. She was leaving to head back to Korea. She had no means of keeping contact with me, so I thought it was goodbye, so I gave a her a note saying (I can’t remember exactly but) “In the year 2028 on the 9th day of the 12th month, meet me at this address (I put down the schools address) at exactly 12:00pm” I can’t wait to see her again. But this song reminds me of her, that empty feeling you get when someone important leaves your life.

@InfinityYamimi

You probably don’t remember me but we talked a bit in like 2016 or something. I remember you were going through a lot, you would tell me cool stories about you riding on trains and sometimes I pass by my local Panera and remember how you came up there to apply and I was too shy to say hi. every couple of years I see that you’re still doing music and it’s wholesome to see you still living and chasing your dream.

@Doombrawl

your songs are underrated.. i dont know how people doesn't like some of them but ur songs are 🔛🔛👑

@ImobvJuno

Dang time flies like crazy summer is over

@mikseking

its just that relaxing

@Monteiroazars30

Man these songs are so deppressing but also IM SUCH A FAN OF YOU so I don’t know what to think man😭😭😭

@ProdbyFAILEDT72M2

Cant wait to hear it now

@Fireballgamer316

this is rock bottom if it was a song
the pure hopelessness/reflection type beat
the sadness from the characters 
it feels like your stuck there forever until the end
thinking of ways to break free from the struggle 
finally breaking free from the dread and despair is but a distant dream for you
you know you will be here for a while
best to find ways fast to get out of it

@jacksonjones2947

Hey man, I remember awhile ago you said that your disease is slowly taking away your ability for your body to function. I know I don’t know the real you, but I hope life has been treating you well. I’ve had a rough few months of my life, and one of the only ways for me to relax was to zone out to your music. I can’t thank you enough for the masterpieces you’ve created. I hope life helps you the way you helped me.

@yayamariez

this seems like a vibe, can’t wait to hear it

@NayKiiZz

Thanks for you song, at this time i ´m not good and your music change my mind.. so Thank you a lot

@TheBaconOfAviation

.. love these vids man it means alot to me and makes me feel calm when im not.

@Ewitsdavid

Oh my god I love this so much. Another masterpiece! Keep it up!